Monday, June 28, 2010
Mean Mommy on hiatus...
I guess I should have posted this at the end of last week, but I really, really had intentions of finding some time to write, especially since I have decided the Sex and the City 2 is that franchise's equivalent of Star Wars: Episode 1, taking place in a new city, and introduces a new, annoying character (Samantha's menopause) who is the butt of all jokes. I will explore that topic when I return Saturday, July 3rd. My sis, KK, is in town and between now and then I have much eating, lying around and watching of movie classics to do (think 9 to 5, and Con Air). #1 is also excited to watch Little House on the Prairie with KK and eagerly anticipates seeing her aunt laugh during the intro, as she did every single time we watched it as kids, seeing that stupid Carrie fall down the hill.
Monday, June 21, 2010
The Summer Commandments
So school is officially done, and since the doors of academia have closed I have:
-Taken the kids to the beach by myself, which was equal parts fun and exhausting and climaxed with my changing a massive, I-ate-too-much-watermelon diarrhea diaper on the beach where Little Man and I both wound up covered in equal parts sand and shit, causing our hasty exit to the showers and home.
-Taken all three kids on the train into the city with H to see Toy Story 3*. This proved to me I, in no uncertain terms, can not take the kids in alone using this form of transportation, as the transfer at Seacaucus involves innumerable sets of stairs and I would be crippled by carrying LM alone, never mind the umbrella stroller and massive bag of diapers, wipes, water bottle, Bandaids and snacks required when schlepping three children through a metropolis.
-Hosted the first of the girls' two ridiculously expensive birthday parties at the bouncy castle playland. No, I could not convince them to have a joint party (not that it would have sat well with me and my birthday philosophy anyway). I narrowly survived and had to use all of my willpower to not clock the kids who were asking, "Where's my goody bag?" and I get to do it all again in two days. I also get enjoy the next six weeks with no takeout or pedicures to offset the cost. Awesome.
It is only the first day of summer and we're already moving at lightning speed. While I enjoy all of these activities (despite all my bitching), I know I can't keep this up and groceries, laundry, H's unreasonable desire to eat cooked food for dinner, as well as my own desire to write, demand that I pump the brakes and set a reasonable pace for the next twelve weeks. I also don't want to wind up like I was at the end of last summer - borderline psychotic, puffy and perpetually slightly hungover from nightly wine consumption, with a house that looked like a tornado had gone through it for three months, feeling like a poorly paid cruise director. I also want to prevent myself, this summer, from waking up each day, already mid-panic attack, trying to figure out the answer to "What are we doing today Mom?"
To do all of this I have made some rules that I would like to share with you all. Let's call them:
Mean Mommy's Summer Commandments
1st Commandment: Mommy is not responsible for all of your shit.
This commandment is as broad and far-reaching as "Thou shalt not covet". In real life translation, it means I will not be picking up the majority of the toys left on the family room floor when the children have decided to transfer their wilding to the back yard. I will also not be making beds or putting laundry in hampers or dirty dishes in the dishwasher. And to this end, I ran a "How to Load the Dishwasher" seminar this afternoon.
I am also not responsible for packing and unpacking beach bags, other than for offspring who are vertically challenged and can not reach the beach towels (read:Little Man). I bought each of the girls their own bags and they have to pack and unpack them each day. I take care of the sunscreen, but if they want a dry towel, a book to read by the pool, sunglasses, or swim goggles, they'd better pack them. I am also not responsible if your favorite bathing suit is left wet on the floor to grow mold.
This includes you, H.
2nd commandment: Meal and snack times are 8:30am, 10:30am, 12:30pm, 3:30pm and 6:00pm. At all other times the kitchen will be closed.
As I haves stated before, I have Hobbits for children who treat my kitchen like a Greek diner, open at all hours, serving anachronistic foods, "Can I have pizza for breakfast?" or "How about waffles for snack?". This summer, rather than rename myself Athena, I am forcing all the offspring to eat at the same time, and if they're not hungry then, they have to wait for the next seating. There are, however, free refills on coffee.
3rd commandment: September through June your job is school, now it's to help me.
This means the girls are becoming well-versed in the use of a Swiffer duster and just how much furniture polish to spray on the dining room table. Little Man quite enjoys the Swiffer wet mop.
4th commandment: 12:00 to 1:00 is Mommy's lunch hour
Find something to do that does not involve me or setting yourself on fire for one hour.
5th commandment: Wednesdays are field trip days.
We will have one major outing a week, such as The Bronx Zoo, Central Park, the Crayola Factory. I even checked New York and New Jersey guidebooks out of the library and we all sat down to plan these trips together for Christ's sake (I'm not sure hauling LM's fat ass up the stairs of the Statue of Liberty is going to happen, so advance apologies to #2). The rest of the week don't you dare complain that we're going to the pool, the park or the library AGAIN.
6th commandment: Get yourself ready in a timely fashion or pay up.
As stated by H, the repeated requests when trying to get the progeny out the door can drive one to madness. So in an effort to curb the pre-outing rage-fests, I have bought an egg timer. The girls have tweny minutes to make their beds, get dressed (putting their pj's in the hamper), brush their teeth and get their shoes on, or fork over a quarter. Since that is one eighth of their allowance, it seemed like a motivating consequence. Today was our inaugural use of the timer. #1 thought it was a cool game, #2 started panic-crying and Little Man kept stealing the timer. Granted, there are kinks to be worked out, but I'll be damned if they weren't all ready to go to the library after ten minutes.
I'm sure there are things I will add to the list, some aimed at me, such as "Thou shalt not act like every night is Saturday night and drink three glasses of wine since you don't have to get out of the house by 8:15" , but for now I think it's a pretty good start.
Let's just hope by July 4th I don't have to add "Thou shalt not kill."
*Which made me cry until I was nearly blind with a headache. It was so bad, my sensitive #1 said flatly to me upon leaving the theater, hiding her bloodshot eyes, "I don't want to talk about it," and we still haven't. Also, 18 year-old Andy looked so much like 18 year-old H, I was feeling more than a little disturbed at my desire to make out with a cartoon.
-Taken the kids to the beach by myself, which was equal parts fun and exhausting and climaxed with my changing a massive, I-ate-too-much-watermelon diarrhea diaper on the beach where Little Man and I both wound up covered in equal parts sand and shit, causing our hasty exit to the showers and home.
-Taken all three kids on the train into the city with H to see Toy Story 3*. This proved to me I, in no uncertain terms, can not take the kids in alone using this form of transportation, as the transfer at Seacaucus involves innumerable sets of stairs and I would be crippled by carrying LM alone, never mind the umbrella stroller and massive bag of diapers, wipes, water bottle, Bandaids and snacks required when schlepping three children through a metropolis.
-Hosted the first of the girls' two ridiculously expensive birthday parties at the bouncy castle playland. No, I could not convince them to have a joint party (not that it would have sat well with me and my birthday philosophy anyway). I narrowly survived and had to use all of my willpower to not clock the kids who were asking, "Where's my goody bag?" and I get to do it all again in two days. I also get enjoy the next six weeks with no takeout or pedicures to offset the cost. Awesome.
It is only the first day of summer and we're already moving at lightning speed. While I enjoy all of these activities (despite all my bitching), I know I can't keep this up and groceries, laundry, H's unreasonable desire to eat cooked food for dinner, as well as my own desire to write, demand that I pump the brakes and set a reasonable pace for the next twelve weeks. I also don't want to wind up like I was at the end of last summer - borderline psychotic, puffy and perpetually slightly hungover from nightly wine consumption, with a house that looked like a tornado had gone through it for three months, feeling like a poorly paid cruise director. I also want to prevent myself, this summer, from waking up each day, already mid-panic attack, trying to figure out the answer to "What are we doing today Mom?"
To do all of this I have made some rules that I would like to share with you all. Let's call them:
Mean Mommy's Summer Commandments
1st Commandment: Mommy is not responsible for all of your shit.
This commandment is as broad and far-reaching as "Thou shalt not covet". In real life translation, it means I will not be picking up the majority of the toys left on the family room floor when the children have decided to transfer their wilding to the back yard. I will also not be making beds or putting laundry in hampers or dirty dishes in the dishwasher. And to this end, I ran a "How to Load the Dishwasher" seminar this afternoon.
I am also not responsible for packing and unpacking beach bags, other than for offspring who are vertically challenged and can not reach the beach towels (read:Little Man). I bought each of the girls their own bags and they have to pack and unpack them each day. I take care of the sunscreen, but if they want a dry towel, a book to read by the pool, sunglasses, or swim goggles, they'd better pack them. I am also not responsible if your favorite bathing suit is left wet on the floor to grow mold.
This includes you, H.
2nd commandment: Meal and snack times are 8:30am, 10:30am, 12:30pm, 3:30pm and 6:00pm. At all other times the kitchen will be closed.
As I haves stated before, I have Hobbits for children who treat my kitchen like a Greek diner, open at all hours, serving anachronistic foods, "Can I have pizza for breakfast?" or "How about waffles for snack?". This summer, rather than rename myself Athena, I am forcing all the offspring to eat at the same time, and if they're not hungry then, they have to wait for the next seating. There are, however, free refills on coffee.
3rd commandment: September through June your job is school, now it's to help me.
This means the girls are becoming well-versed in the use of a Swiffer duster and just how much furniture polish to spray on the dining room table. Little Man quite enjoys the Swiffer wet mop.
4th commandment: 12:00 to 1:00 is Mommy's lunch hour
Find something to do that does not involve me or setting yourself on fire for one hour.
5th commandment: Wednesdays are field trip days.
We will have one major outing a week, such as The Bronx Zoo, Central Park, the Crayola Factory. I even checked New York and New Jersey guidebooks out of the library and we all sat down to plan these trips together for Christ's sake (I'm not sure hauling LM's fat ass up the stairs of the Statue of Liberty is going to happen, so advance apologies to #2). The rest of the week don't you dare complain that we're going to the pool, the park or the library AGAIN.
6th commandment: Get yourself ready in a timely fashion or pay up.
As stated by H, the repeated requests when trying to get the progeny out the door can drive one to madness. So in an effort to curb the pre-outing rage-fests, I have bought an egg timer. The girls have tweny minutes to make their beds, get dressed (putting their pj's in the hamper), brush their teeth and get their shoes on, or fork over a quarter. Since that is one eighth of their allowance, it seemed like a motivating consequence. Today was our inaugural use of the timer. #1 thought it was a cool game, #2 started panic-crying and Little Man kept stealing the timer. Granted, there are kinks to be worked out, but I'll be damned if they weren't all ready to go to the library after ten minutes.
I'm sure there are things I will add to the list, some aimed at me, such as "Thou shalt not act like every night is Saturday night and drink three glasses of wine since you don't have to get out of the house by 8:15" , but for now I think it's a pretty good start.
Let's just hope by July 4th I don't have to add "Thou shalt not kill."
*Which made me cry until I was nearly blind with a headache. It was so bad, my sensitive #1 said flatly to me upon leaving the theater, hiding her bloodshot eyes, "I don't want to talk about it," and we still haven't. Also, 18 year-old Andy looked so much like 18 year-old H, I was feeling more than a little disturbed at my desire to make out with a cartoon.
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Out of the Mouths of Babes
I really, really , did not want to write another Jesus-Christ-I'm-losing-my-damn-mind post. I had great aspirations of writing a witty review of Sex and the City 2 (FAIL!) some point during this ridiculous day, and the universe seemed to be looking out for you all, since the day's ridculousness assured there would be no writing time.
I dropped #1 at school and realized, once we pulled up, that she was supposed to be wearing her class-color shirt. After calming the I-don't look-like-everyone-else panic, I left #1 at the curb with the assurance I would be back in five minutes to drop off her shirt, which I was - in three minutes. Then, late, I proceeded to drag #2 and #3 to #2's free town swim lesson at the local YMCA, where I got myself and Little Man soaked giving #2 her required pre-swim shower (what kind of germs do they think she has that can not be killed by the gallons of chlorine in that pool?), then spent thirty minutes sitting on a bench two feet from the waters edge, trying to prevent LM from catapulting himself in to the water with the battle cry, "I WANT MY BAVING SUIT!", while watching #2 stand at the edge of the pool and cry.
Then I had to race home, bathe #2, since I could not take another communal shower soaking, this time involving shampoo, that would surely wind up in someone's eye, and drag both little ones to the elementary school to get to #1's session at the school Fun Fair. Parents were invited to watch, which really translated into futiley explaining to younger siblings why they could not go on the cool-as-hell bouncy castle, and falls squarely in the realm of "why the hell are we here" along with sitting through a gymnastics lesson and watching soccer practice. I was then suckered into bringing #1 home for lunch with us, which meant I had three kids, instead of the usual two, to cajole into eating in order to get back to the elementary school on time. Cue screaming.
I had just enough time to get back home, throw Little Man into his crib hoping he would fall instantly asleep, allowing me to do some laundry, prep dinner and put the house back together from all the racing in and out, and him enough time to get a decent nap before I had to snatch him out of his crib and wake him, to ensure my timely arrival at #2's end-of-the-year performance, where I was sure to spend thirty minutes trying to get LM to stop interrupting the performance and randomly shouting his sister's name. Oh, and did I mention H would not be home until God-knows-when since he was in Boston for the day?
Didn't I say I didn't want to write one of these posts? Oh, and did I mention I got my period?
So I get to the performance, and I settle into my tiny, kid-sized seat, in the air-conditioning-free classroom, with thirty-eight pounds of Little Man wearing his velour Diego Rescue Pack stuffed with eighty-five pounds of trains, in my lap and immediately begin to drip with sweat, while simultaneously realizing I forgot to put on deodorant this morning and change my tampon before I left the house. The whole day has been a mess. One big, the-universe-is-conspiring-against-me, what-the-fuck-am-I-doing-this-for-I-used-to-have-a-real-life mess. All I have done today is shout at my kids and drag them from point A to point B to point C. A nanny could do this and probably with a sunnier attitude. I am scarring them all. Do they offer a pre-paid therapy plan similar to college savings account?
The singing of "God Bless America" ends, as well as three rounds of "Take me Out to the Ballgame", followed by poetry reading, and the teacher ends with a video of interviews she did with the children. A question comes up on the black screen. "What do you want to be when you grow up?" There are the usual kindergarten choices- teacher, nurse, vet, firefighter - and some of the answers inspire indulgent aren't-they-cute laughter - a movie director, a rock star. Then #2's face lights up the screen and after introducing herself, she solemnly looks into the camera and says, "When I grow up, I want to be a mom."
And I burst into tears. My child doesn't see me as a screaming harpee who questions her job qualifications daily or who flagellates herself for the dirty kitchen floor and unorganized closets. She doesn't discount what I do with my life as I fear others sometimes do. She sees me as a woman who is lucky enough to spend each and every day caring for the beings she has brought into this world. She sees me as happy. Because what five year-old would choose a profession if she thought it was a source of misery? I must be doing OK if being me is on par with being a firefighter or a vet.
So thank you, thank you to my girl. You restored some of my faith in myself on a day when I had hit rock bottom. I walked into that classroom, carrying the weight of a family on my shoulders, not sure if I was worthy of such a burden. But I left knowing, despite what's going on inside, you, at least, see me as someone strong enough to hold up a world. Yours.
I dropped #1 at school and realized, once we pulled up, that she was supposed to be wearing her class-color shirt. After calming the I-don't look-like-everyone-else panic, I left #1 at the curb with the assurance I would be back in five minutes to drop off her shirt, which I was - in three minutes. Then, late, I proceeded to drag #2 and #3 to #2's free town swim lesson at the local YMCA, where I got myself and Little Man soaked giving #2 her required pre-swim shower (what kind of germs do they think she has that can not be killed by the gallons of chlorine in that pool?), then spent thirty minutes sitting on a bench two feet from the waters edge, trying to prevent LM from catapulting himself in to the water with the battle cry, "I WANT MY BAVING SUIT!", while watching #2 stand at the edge of the pool and cry.
Then I had to race home, bathe #2, since I could not take another communal shower soaking, this time involving shampoo, that would surely wind up in someone's eye, and drag both little ones to the elementary school to get to #1's session at the school Fun Fair. Parents were invited to watch, which really translated into futiley explaining to younger siblings why they could not go on the cool-as-hell bouncy castle, and falls squarely in the realm of "why the hell are we here" along with sitting through a gymnastics lesson and watching soccer practice. I was then suckered into bringing #1 home for lunch with us, which meant I had three kids, instead of the usual two, to cajole into eating in order to get back to the elementary school on time. Cue screaming.
I had just enough time to get back home, throw Little Man into his crib hoping he would fall instantly asleep, allowing me to do some laundry, prep dinner and put the house back together from all the racing in and out, and him enough time to get a decent nap before I had to snatch him out of his crib and wake him, to ensure my timely arrival at #2's end-of-the-year performance, where I was sure to spend thirty minutes trying to get LM to stop interrupting the performance and randomly shouting his sister's name. Oh, and did I mention H would not be home until God-knows-when since he was in Boston for the day?
Didn't I say I didn't want to write one of these posts? Oh, and did I mention I got my period?
So I get to the performance, and I settle into my tiny, kid-sized seat, in the air-conditioning-free classroom, with thirty-eight pounds of Little Man wearing his velour Diego Rescue Pack stuffed with eighty-five pounds of trains, in my lap and immediately begin to drip with sweat, while simultaneously realizing I forgot to put on deodorant this morning and change my tampon before I left the house. The whole day has been a mess. One big, the-universe-is-conspiring-against-me, what-the-fuck-am-I-doing-this-for-I-used-to-have-a-real-life mess. All I have done today is shout at my kids and drag them from point A to point B to point C. A nanny could do this and probably with a sunnier attitude. I am scarring them all. Do they offer a pre-paid therapy plan similar to college savings account?
The singing of "God Bless America" ends, as well as three rounds of "Take me Out to the Ballgame", followed by poetry reading, and the teacher ends with a video of interviews she did with the children. A question comes up on the black screen. "What do you want to be when you grow up?" There are the usual kindergarten choices- teacher, nurse, vet, firefighter - and some of the answers inspire indulgent aren't-they-cute laughter - a movie director, a rock star. Then #2's face lights up the screen and after introducing herself, she solemnly looks into the camera and says, "When I grow up, I want to be a mom."
And I burst into tears. My child doesn't see me as a screaming harpee who questions her job qualifications daily or who flagellates herself for the dirty kitchen floor and unorganized closets. She doesn't discount what I do with my life as I fear others sometimes do. She sees me as a woman who is lucky enough to spend each and every day caring for the beings she has brought into this world. She sees me as happy. Because what five year-old would choose a profession if she thought it was a source of misery? I must be doing OK if being me is on par with being a firefighter or a vet.
So thank you, thank you to my girl. You restored some of my faith in myself on a day when I had hit rock bottom. I walked into that classroom, carrying the weight of a family on my shoulders, not sure if I was worthy of such a burden. But I left knowing, despite what's going on inside, you, at least, see me as someone strong enough to hold up a world. Yours.
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
The BarcaSwinger
Here it is parents! The BarcaSwinger*!
Gone are the days of traditional swings with all their required leg-pumping and pesky exercise. Your child can now recline in comfort as he swings. Yes, our swing is slightly heavier than the average model, and yes, you will need to hurl your body against it to get it moving, but think of all the calories you'll burn heaving a combined fifty pounds of toddler and contoured plastic! In fact, knowing how strong the American woman is, we have included in our design a five-point harness (not shown in proper usage by the negligent mother of this poor soul), to prevent your child's unexpected ejection. It also prevents accidental tumbles should your child become so comfortable staring off into space, instead of running around using his legs as God intended while playing, and nod off.
Traditional playsets are dangerous, parents, with slick slides and those lawsuit-waiting-to-happen, shaky bridges that send smaller children flying with the exuberant crossing of one ten year-old. Why not buy yourself some peace of mind and cradle your child in a vessel of synthetic safety?
Available sizes: L, X wide and XX wide
Options include: iPod speakers, TV/DVD player/computer combo with complimentary Wifi, cell phone holder with voice-command, and extra large beverage holder
$500.00
*Yes, I am aware this a handi-capped accessible swing, which is great, but there are FIVE of them at our park that all the children fight to use, rather than exhaust themselves on the regular swings. Unless the Special Olympics is planning an event nearby, couldn't we make do with two? The only justification I can see is if they made them adult-sized and children were required to push their mothers.
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
All the Married Ladies
(to the tune of Beyonce's "All the Single Ladies")
Now get your ass up...
Where is the sun? Just woke up,
Gotta do a million things,
Swear I gonna flip, H on a business trip,
Everything's up to me,
Kids to school, house to clean,
The baby needs attention,
Nearly brought to tears, home seven years,
What has this done to me?
Chorus:
Didn't know this when I let him put a ring on it,
Didn't know this when I let him put a ring on it,
Can't be mad 'cause it's 'xactly what i wanted,
Didn't know this when I let him put a ring on it.
Wo oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh (repeat twice)
Chapstick on my lips, baby on my hips,
Fightin' hard to stay out of mom jeans,
Hair tied up, coffee in my cup,
Barely have time to think,
No concentration, did I mention,
The baby needs attention?
"No, you had your turn."
"You have got to learn,
How to share and to play fairly."
Chorus
Ooohh...I used to be part of a bigger world...
Drinks out with the girls...
Got a weekly manicure..a pedicure...
Now my life makes me and takes me
To the brink of sanity, lucidity and beyond...
But a baby in my arms,
This is just want I want
Few more years, they'll be grown
But my brains, will they be gone?
All the married ladies..
All the married ladies...(x5)
Now get your ass up!
Woh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oho oh
Woh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
(Black and white video currently in production featuring Mean Mommy shuffling around a white backdrop in yoga pants and baseball hat, chasing a pantless toddler around in circles)
Now get your ass up...
Where is the sun? Just woke up,
Gotta do a million things,
Swear I gonna flip, H on a business trip,
Everything's up to me,
Kids to school, house to clean,
The baby needs attention,
Nearly brought to tears, home seven years,
What has this done to me?
Chorus:
Didn't know this when I let him put a ring on it,
Didn't know this when I let him put a ring on it,
Can't be mad 'cause it's 'xactly what i wanted,
Didn't know this when I let him put a ring on it.
Wo oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh (repeat twice)
Chapstick on my lips, baby on my hips,
Fightin' hard to stay out of mom jeans,
Hair tied up, coffee in my cup,
Barely have time to think,
No concentration, did I mention,
The baby needs attention?
"No, you had your turn."
"You have got to learn,
How to share and to play fairly."
Chorus
Ooohh...I used to be part of a bigger world...
Drinks out with the girls...
Got a weekly manicure..a pedicure...
Now my life makes me and takes me
To the brink of sanity, lucidity and beyond...
But a baby in my arms,
This is just want I want
Few more years, they'll be grown
But my brains, will they be gone?
All the married ladies..
All the married ladies...(x5)
Now get your ass up!
Woh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oho oh
Woh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
(Black and white video currently in production featuring Mean Mommy shuffling around a white backdrop in yoga pants and baseball hat, chasing a pantless toddler around in circles)
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